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Saturday, July 31, 2010

突然 。想起


在几个月前,在朋友那儿看到这。
我都忘了。
刚刚又从huiying那儿看到,想起了。

或许,我的对家人的不安全感,我的depression,就因为我不明白这个道理。
我应该去学习,去体验,去明白。
把它抄下来了,放在铅笔袋里。
时时刻刻提醒自己。


还有,谢谢你们。
外公其实也不能了。
其实他几天没吃东西了。
只是在等我三舅从沙巴去看他。
他的心愿是这样。
希望他可以完成心愿。能等到。
心情很复杂。

Depression

 Depression by lamtom


一年365天,就有360天我觉得他们讨厌我。
一年52个星期,就有50个星期我觉得他们在杯葛我。
一年12个月,就有11个月我觉得他们瞒着我很多事情。
一年来我都处于难受的心情里。
我不知道我可以做什么。

就像今天,我走出去时,妈妈在跟妹妹讲话,看到我,眼神变得很奇怪,然后就说别的事。
真的不懂他们对我有什么不满。。
很多时候很想摊开来讲。说清楚讲明白的。

啊。。我快要疯了啦!!
很多次都躲着静静地哭。
我找不到发泄的方法了。
我很不想把家事说出来。
我很辛苦了,藏不住了。

Depression III by  Elja Vellekoop

没事了。把藏了很久的话写出来,我觉得舒服多了。



可是,今天接到新加坡打来的电话。
说:“医生说外公就这几天了。”
不可能的。
我在祈祷在祈祷。
你们也帮帮我帮我外公祈祷。
谢谢你们。


生老病死是注定的。
只是还不能接受。
今天,听到电话。
很怕很怕。。随时接到不好的消息。
希望电话不要响。




p/s : 回复了你们的留言。对不起,拖了很久。


 

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Apologise

Now, i am at my uncle house using my aunt laptop.
It is inconvenient for me to reply all the comment and all your visit here.
I feel so sorry.
SORRY!!

My family was out again and i am alone again.
Not because they don't want to bring me but just my passport had expired.
They are at SG now because my grandpa gave up his recovery program .
seem like he has knew his cancer , his sons and daughters have kept it as secret for all the time.
But now he already knew,and because he became thinner and thinner.
I want to go to see he too.REALLY want to see he.
I dont want to be regret at future,but i believe he can live longer.

They will be back tomorrow night.
I will back to home tomorrow noon.
If i can finish all my homework,i will reply all your comment and your visit too.
Sorry ya!!!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

小学。回忆


昨天,小学李校长的退休典礼,没能出席。
但我们那一年的毕业生做了一张卡送给他。

李校长是从我一年级时开始在我的小学当校长。
再加上我的小学不是一间很大的学校,所以跟校长还满熟的。
只是后来毕业后,少回去了。

还要很谢谢我的小学同学们。
谢谢他们很热情。
要不是他们筹备那一些聚会。
我也没什么机会接触他们了。
真的很谢谢他们。

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Say NO。。

原本很开心得跟着家人去Menkuang Dam(水坝)跑步,走走,呼吸的。
后来后来,走到这里有人抽烟,走到那里有人抽烟。
气到,心情差极了。

这里是让我们大家进行着有益身心的活动。
这里有山有水的,是让人放松自己的地方。
你们却在这里吸烟,不只是污染空气,更是严重的伤害那些向往健康生活的人就像我。(哈哈。。不知廉耻。)
不过,我真的很气很气。
一嗅到烟味,我就屏住呼吸的,我来这里不是学憋气的,是来呼吸新鲜空气的。
你们要自寻短见,要自我虐待,去没人的地方,不要在公共场地,不要在人群多的地方,不要害人。

吸烟有害健康,这根本就是种慢性自杀的行为。





还有更多很棒的Anti-smoking的照片。

对于那些有抽烟的朋友,我不是说你们什么,但为了你好,你家人好,你朋友好,请三思!!
Think twice before you smoke.

Friday, July 16, 2010

“亲”不见,“爱”无心




繁体字“亲”的右边有“见”,“爱”的中间有“心”。后经简化,“亲爱”二字变成现在的“亲”不见,“爱”无心。然后就发生了文化大革命和唐山大地震。这不是文化的灾难,是民族的灾难。别的字都可以简化图省事,唯独“亲爱”两字万不该缺见少心。请上级领导批准亲相见爱有心,行吗?  ————转载自 冯小刚

——> 亲  
——> 爱


我真的觉得那爱需要有心。

Monday, July 12, 2010

像蜜蜂一样的忙。

今天,不停的忙。
As busy as a bee.

忙着写physics experiment report。
忙着做应该今天交的数学功课。
忙着准备明天presentation的东西。
忙着写明天presentation的草稿。
忙着记下草稿里的重点。
忙着让自己不紧张。
还有,
忙着准备明天自导自演的“Q&A”section的题目和答案。

我就是这样。
到了最后一秒,才宁可把自己忙死,也不要一早准备好。

现在,差不多忙完了,可是还记不熟。

怕明天我会忘记。
怕明天我的声音很小。
怕明天我会害到队友。
现在还要忙着怕这个怕那个的。
哈哈。。

Friday, July 9, 2010

决定了。

I make a decision today after hearing a lot of opinions/advices.
Finally, I decided to retake MUET.
Thanks for everyone encouragement.

听了很多不同的意见。
我自己想重考的意愿其实很大,只是担心自己不能应付。
但最后决定了,重考。
因为不想后悔。
因为想个自己一个机会。
因为想再为我的未来拼搏一番。

谢谢大家的鼓励。

这个决定可以改变很多东西。
明年申请大学时,申请奖学金等等的。。

做了决定,我可以是很胆小,也可以是很勇敢。
做了决定,我会认真的安排我的时间,来应付STPM和MUET。
做了决定,我会付出所有来达到我要的结果。

Thursday, July 8, 2010

2 marks more,please!!

Today morning before 10,everything is just normal as usual.
After recess,10:30++,teacher walked in with an envelope.
I can see that everyone is excited and having high expectation.
That school is not a popular,high standard school,so just have two band 4.
and one is from my class.
Although i knew it won't be me,but still hope for miracle to happen.

But lastly just as i thought,i did not get band 4 but same as last time band 3.
Quite sad.
Although the mark have increased by 20 marks,but it just making me more sad cause i was just 2 mark away from band 4.

Now i am thinking about should i retake the test??
so should i??
can anyone just give me some advice??
What is the importance of MUET??except for applying university.
Did Band 3 enough ??

我很烦恼。

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Knight and Day

今天,补完戏,去了AEON。
午餐吃了很久没吃的 A&W。

原本打算看{ The Karate Kid }的,可是因为只有一场 + 今天是假期,满了。
最后,选了{ Knight and Day }。


比起想象中的好看。
还满幽默的。
喜欢戏院里充满笑声的时刻。

美中不足的是,当特写主角时,他们的脸上岁月的痕迹有点明显 。




题外话:
刚刚完成了第九届《星洲日报》全国华文资讯网上问答比赛。
很多政治经济体育的问题,我都不会,只会一些娱乐题还有国际新闻题。
我真的对时事很不了解,很不关心。
该看多一点报纸,听一点新闻。

MUET result = tomorrow

Getting a news this morning in tuition.

MUET result coming out tomorrow.
Nervous.Excited.
Praying for good result.
Hope those who are getting result tomorrow have a satisfied result.
Good Luck.

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Heritage day = holiday !!

我今天的心情超好特好的。
把偏离轨道的事情归位了。

还有明天是假期
不用期待,因为只有槟城有。
明天不用读书,没有制服团体的活动。
虽然有补习,但是没关系。


从报纸登说“7月7号会被列为公共假期”。
我就好开心。

我知道这种学习态度很不好。
但真的不喜欢去那学校。

明天,补完习,会跟朋友有一场电影的约会。
期待。开心。

回来后会继续读书的。

Monday, July 5, 2010

新校长

今天,在经过要一年没校长的日子后,学校终于有了校长。
继上一任校长荣休后, 学校好长一段时间都在没有校长的带领下运作着。
在还没满一年没校长的日子,今天终于来了新校长。
这该归功于我们办事效率“高”的教育部。
谢谢它,在我还没离开学校前,派来了新校长。

我好庆幸校长来得正是时候。

在校长来得前一个星期,我们收到了一张“晴天霹雳”的通知书。
 我们都觉得很可笑。
哪里有学校把补习放在晚上的。
老师说还没确定,现在只是survey的阶段。
看我们的回应,才决定。
我班100%放tidak membenarkan(其实是给父母答的,但我们全都自己填,然后才给父母签名。)。
即使晚上补习班不能成立,学校也会要强迫我们留下来补,就像他强迫我们参与课外活动一样。

可是今天校长来了。
老师说校长说不用强迫,他们都已经大了,应该要会self-motivated。如果要补习,学生自己跟老师谈,不用学校安排。
我真的超同意的。
尤其现在天气那么的热,把我们留下也未必有心听课,不如放我们回家,或许我们还能做到更有意义的东西,还可能自己温书。
况且平时上课已经不怎么听课了。
老师们人都很好而且很用心的教,可是有的能力有限还时常教错呢。我又怎么敢听呢?

校长真是明智啊!!



最近,身边有不少朋友都生病了。
大家要好好照顾身体。
水喝多一点。

我,鼻涕少了一点,可是喉咙开始痛了。
在学校时,头也痛了。
我会好好照顾自己的。
谢谢大家关心。

Saturday, July 3, 2010

出师未捷身先“病”

七月的开始,我才说要开始认真地读书。

怎么知道,还没开始,我就病倒了。
真是出师未捷身先“病”。

鼻涕不停的流,我擦得我的鼻子都痛了,它还一直流。
补习时,身体忽冷忽热的,根本就集中不了,也不知道自己学了什么。
眼睛干干的,有灼热感,很不舒服。
所以一直想睡。
但我会尽力地读。

要去看医生了。
必须快点好,才能照着时间表走。

你们有没有什么读书的方法很有效的??
可以分享吗?

Friday, July 2, 2010

My Water Moments ~♥

This is my very first English post.
This is a long post.If you lazy to read,just see those highlighted. 

I love a Chinese phrase from the Taiwan drama {Autumn's Concerto}.
Here is my translation.
"Photo is a magic that can make time become eternal."
I believe in it. 

 
In order to make the blog looks attractive. 
Photos are important to the blog.
Camera is vital to the blogger too.

I as a blogger should take photos and share it with my blogger friends.
But I only have a ten years old camera and shared with the whole family.
And it is inconvenient for me to bring it with me all the time.
So, most of my posts is without photos and those with photos is taken by hand-phone(low quality).



Our world today is suffered with global warming.(Please love our earth!!♥)
Malaysia is a warm country and because of global warming the weather is getting hotter and hotter.
SO I LIKE TO SPEND MY SPARE TIME IN WATER.
Water-proof camera - SONY Cyber-shot DSC TX5 is a must to ME.

 I love WATER. I love PHOTO. I MUST ONLY LOVE SONY TX5.
PHOTO + WATER = SONY TX5

I looked through all the photos in the computer and USB but i can not find any photo about my water moment.
But I could only find it in printed form,so i have to scan it into computer to post it out.
Clearly,I seldom take photo when playing with water as the camera we have is useless with water. 
 
My Water Moments without SONY TX5 is dull.
When i was 11 years old(2002),I went to Australia to visit my cousin.
She brought us to The Water World in Gold Coast.
There are a lot of water activities, a lot of moment to be capture.
But ended up with a few photo and the photo was just on top of water.
NO~is far away from water. 
In that time,the world still did not have permanent water-proof camera but do have temporarily.(I think so.)
My cousin brought a temporarily water-proof camera to take photos in water but this is expensive and only can take few photos only.The side of the camera is huge and heavy too. Not worthy since Costly and moderate quality photo we got in the end. 
 (Taken by the temporary water-proof camera.)

 At last, a photo after changing clothes and before going back to the hotel.
After so many fun I have,I could only find this two photos in my album.
Just after 8 years,the photo was in low quality already.

*I was a fat little girl during that time.how ugly i am..* 

That was the time we need the water-proof camera -SONY TX5 the most.
If i go there again,i must have SONY TX5 with me.
And I believe that even though after 10, 20...100 years,when i look back the photo, the photo still in a great mode(good quality).I believe.


Besides,when playing in the pool,my family/friends and I enjoy the moment very much.
I would like to capture the lovely family/friendship moment.
But with the camera I have which is non-water-proof .How can it happen??
Taking photo is just bringing down our mood AS : 
-  We need a volunteer to be the cameraman and none of us sacrifice.We decided by Rock-Paper-Scissors.(Loser = cameraman-of -the-day)
-  Cameraman will always yell to us in order to avoid accident to occur.“OMG careful, don't get the camera wet."Cameraman and we having a stressful moment.  
- I as the 1/2 owner of the camera, I will also ask the cameraman to be careful and don't get near to the water side cause accident has no smell , it happen any time any where. 
This have just make the moment stressful.
I having Not Fun At All...



My Water Moments with SONY TX5 
I can only dream about how will My Water Moment be with SONY TX5.
It must be FUN, ENJOYMENT and RELAX.
I can take photo while enjoying the water.
I can take photo in water in the relax mood.
can take photo while having a lot of fun.
I can take photo and joke around. 
I can take as many photo as we want and the photo is in good quality. 
This is the water moments that I really want.
I can play with a lot of poses underwater like most of the model do.
I know i am not pretty but still can act to be like them.

 Can be like Tziaaa and her sister having a lot of fun in water with SONY TX5.
Enjoy the sister-ship moment. 
The most important is the quality of photo is just like a professional camera. 

YEAH~ I can also take photos when playing those water activities like water slide cause SONY TX5 has a great feature that is shock-proof  and water-proof as well. 
Shock-proof + Water-proof = Best for water activities. 
I love diving and plan to go Sabah after my STPM. If i have SONY TX5 with me,I can capture a lot of underwater photos and take photos of me swimming with fishes.(SONY TX5 water-proof can go into water up to 3 meter.)
My life will become better and better with SONY TX5.
I will have a lot of amazing memory because of SONY TX5 especially in water.

The biggest different between with SONY TX5 and without must be the quality of photo, the quantity of photo, types of photo, the memory ,the fun, and the moment.

Besides water-proof, i like the most about SONY TX5 is Intelligent Sweep Panorama.
We can enjoy beautiful panoramic shots by sweeping the camera horizontally to create stunning landscape shots,or vertically to capture tall objects. 

Intelligent Sweep Panorama also recognises faces or subject movement automatically and cleverly stitches the photos together to create a natural-looking panoramic shot.



 Tziaaa test for Intelligent Sweep Panorama.

Other than those features i mentioned, SONY TX5 has a great design.
The look of SONY TX5 is gorgeous.
SONY TX5 is slim and light [Approx. 128g (Body), Approx. 144g (With Accessories)] , so easy for us to bring it along with us all the time to capture down nice view and nice moment.

That is why i like about SONY TX5.


Summarise:

SONY TX5  have the following features:
• Water-proof (up to 3 meters for up to 60 minutes*)
Shock-proof (allows drops of up to a height of 1.5m*)
 Dust-proof (get spotless images)
Temperature-proof (below freezing point up to –10ºC**)
• Handheld Twilight
• Intelligent Sweep Panorama
Anti-motion blur
• “Exmor R” CMOS SensorBacklight Correction HDR
• BIONZ Image Processor
• 25mm wide angle Carl Zeiss® Vario-Tessar lens 
Superb touchscreen operation 
Captures 720p HD video 
Backlight Correction HDR
* Demonstrates operability under test conditions determined by Sony.
It does not guarantee against damage, breakage or leakage in all environments.
** In low temperatures, the maximum number of available shots decreases. 


and available in five colours.

 For more details about SONY TX5 >click here< .



This was a contest of SONY TX5 with NUFFNANG.
>About the contest<


I already done what i need to do(write a post about My Water Moment).
Now , i only can pray to win the SONY TX5
I really want it so much.


Actually I started this post in the June holiday,but just do not dare to post it.
As I want to make it perfect to increase my chance to win. 


I make a promise here.
If I have won,I will write a continue post about My Water Moments with SONY TX5.
Promise!!^^

 

Thursday, July 1, 2010

七月的决心



七月了。
距离MUET成绩放榜还有15天。 
距离STPM预试还有1个月多。
距离STPM还有四个月多。
距离假期还有五个月多。




七月了。
日子一天一天的过。
我一天一天的浪费。

剩下的时间真的不多了。
是冲刺的时候。
现在开始永远都不会嫌太早.(其实也不早了。)
放弃就实在太早了。(不到最后一分钟也别说放弃。)
只要肯努力,我想不管时间剩下多少,我都能做好的。
我必须牺牲很多东西。
就怕以后会后悔。 
我下定了决心。
实现我要的。 
加油!